Babyyyyyyy ♥ I just want to let you know that I love you so much and you are my everything baby! I'm so sorry I am making you worry by crying at times!! So sorry sweetheart. You know, you're my prince charming and I don't want your temper to make even a slightest crack on your perfection. Baby, you really are the best!! People used to say that marriages happen in heaven!! You are one of the Angels from heaven baby!! I feel so blessed to have you in my life! You're mine baby!! Totally mine. I may make you angry, create some fights, and do all stunts but beyond everything, I love you from the bottom of my heart. Also I know your love for me is beyond any words. You will never fail me baby. I trust so much in you!! You are the one and only one I love this much and you really are my world baby! You will get everything as you wish and I know our future will be the most beautiful ever! We would prove that we are the match made in heaven! ❤️
A note to you, baby!
I am very disappointed. Out of anger, I can only feel tears in my eyes. I can never show my anger on this man, the only one whom I love so much. I want to tell a lot of things to him, things I love the most in him, things that make me feel bad, everything. But I can't. He is so perfect, one can never get a guy like him. I feel so blessed to have him as my husband yet there are things that make me feel bad. I wanna do things out of love, say, I wanna make my bedcovers ready and the room clean with the flavoured room freshener, just because I should think "this will make my baby love me more, it will lighten his mood and he will kiss me." and I shouldn't be doing things thinking" if I am not doing it, he is gonna shout at me".I shouldn't be scared but loved. He is such a sweetheart, he will never shout at me for at any cost. But even if his voice reaches high, there goes off my mood.
I am trying hard making myself fit against his mood swings. But still I dont know what makes him angry or which causes him to shout. At times I even dont know how to react in those situations. I feel I shouldn't be talking something else which might ignite his anger more. But even if I stay calm, that irritates him. He gets really angry. really really angry. I am shit scared when this happens, he may throw whatever things he gets in his hand. I really don't know how to make him back to normal. I myself don't know how to react, the funny part among everything.
Sometimes when he swears his parents, I can't say anything but imagine one day my son will come and do the same thing. I pray such thing to never happen in my life. I will cut my child into pieces, if he tries to hurt his dad. I know for sure that scenario will never happen. But whenever my husband do that, I imagine myself in my aunt's place and what, I will start crying :) :) I want to tell my baby not to mention about his brother's doing to his mom, for I know, she is already hurt by his brother. I don't want him to keep saying that and remind the wounds on his mom's heart.
You know, my husband is really kind-hearted. He will shout or get angry, but deep down I know for sure, he loves me and loves his parents very much. During our initial days, I knew very clearly he wanted a very good relation between me and my mother-in-law. He always wanted his mom to be happy and at peace. No one really knows how sweet he is. Of course, apart from me :)
I wanted him to appreciate/encourage me when I am in kitchen. Afterall, I am making all these efforts only to cook for him when we are alone. But as honesty defines him, he will say that what I cooked was crap even in my initial effort and there it goes. That's not a big deal though. I have come across many situations like this, in office, in my personal life, so this small thing doesn't matter. If you ever want a honest review of your cooking skills, you can always contact my hubby :) I used to think of my parents here, whatever I did, even if that's an absolute garbage, my sister will be the first one teasingly encouraging me to carry on, while my dad used to say "this is the wonderful dish! even your mom doesn't do like this!" while my mom comes and kiss me as if I have all the talent in the world. So, just for this sake, though I know my dish was a failure, I would put on all my efforts in my next dish and try to give them the best. I will follow this one from my parents and my kid will praise me one day like I do.
Recently, myself, my husband and my aunt were discussing about one of our cousins. We were talking such that the cousin should support her parents after she gets married. When she can do that, why not me? I have already been thinking of giving a very small portion of our income to my parents. when this topic came up, I told him my suggestion, which he simply refused. That hurt me really bad. I don't why or what he is thinking, but a small portion shouldn't really be a constraint. Well, we still have time to discuss :)
He doesn't know so much is running on my mind, that I feel so frustrated. That I want to talk all these things to him. But I can't talk when I look into his lovely eyes. I really feel only love and my anger vanishes. Looks dramatic, but that's the fact. And that's why here I am writing and letting out all my frustrations. I am keeping on asking him to quit smoking, I don't want our kid to even know the trace of his smoking. Like how he appears perfect in my eyes, he should be adored by his daughter/son. He loves a girl kid more than boy. I know he will do anything for me, but I doubt when he will quit smoking. It shouldn't be like one day I will die and he will remember me asking him to quit smoking :)
The one and one man who taught me the definition of love, who is the best of everything, will keep on remaining as perfect as always. I may look like a cry baby to you now, but you will understand, one day, it was just not me crying, but my love for you. My frustrations which turned into tears, only for you. I love you, to the pluto and back.
Your's Sankari.
I am trying hard making myself fit against his mood swings. But still I dont know what makes him angry or which causes him to shout. At times I even dont know how to react in those situations. I feel I shouldn't be talking something else which might ignite his anger more. But even if I stay calm, that irritates him. He gets really angry. really really angry. I am shit scared when this happens, he may throw whatever things he gets in his hand. I really don't know how to make him back to normal. I myself don't know how to react, the funny part among everything.
Sometimes when he swears his parents, I can't say anything but imagine one day my son will come and do the same thing. I pray such thing to never happen in my life. I will cut my child into pieces, if he tries to hurt his dad. I know for sure that scenario will never happen. But whenever my husband do that, I imagine myself in my aunt's place and what, I will start crying :) :) I want to tell my baby not to mention about his brother's doing to his mom, for I know, she is already hurt by his brother. I don't want him to keep saying that and remind the wounds on his mom's heart.
You know, my husband is really kind-hearted. He will shout or get angry, but deep down I know for sure, he loves me and loves his parents very much. During our initial days, I knew very clearly he wanted a very good relation between me and my mother-in-law. He always wanted his mom to be happy and at peace. No one really knows how sweet he is. Of course, apart from me :)
I wanted him to appreciate/encourage me when I am in kitchen. Afterall, I am making all these efforts only to cook for him when we are alone. But as honesty defines him, he will say that what I cooked was crap even in my initial effort and there it goes. That's not a big deal though. I have come across many situations like this, in office, in my personal life, so this small thing doesn't matter. If you ever want a honest review of your cooking skills, you can always contact my hubby :) I used to think of my parents here, whatever I did, even if that's an absolute garbage, my sister will be the first one teasingly encouraging me to carry on, while my dad used to say "this is the wonderful dish! even your mom doesn't do like this!" while my mom comes and kiss me as if I have all the talent in the world. So, just for this sake, though I know my dish was a failure, I would put on all my efforts in my next dish and try to give them the best. I will follow this one from my parents and my kid will praise me one day like I do.
Recently, myself, my husband and my aunt were discussing about one of our cousins. We were talking such that the cousin should support her parents after she gets married. When she can do that, why not me? I have already been thinking of giving a very small portion of our income to my parents. when this topic came up, I told him my suggestion, which he simply refused. That hurt me really bad. I don't why or what he is thinking, but a small portion shouldn't really be a constraint. Well, we still have time to discuss :)
He doesn't know so much is running on my mind, that I feel so frustrated. That I want to talk all these things to him. But I can't talk when I look into his lovely eyes. I really feel only love and my anger vanishes. Looks dramatic, but that's the fact. And that's why here I am writing and letting out all my frustrations. I am keeping on asking him to quit smoking, I don't want our kid to even know the trace of his smoking. Like how he appears perfect in my eyes, he should be adored by his daughter/son. He loves a girl kid more than boy. I know he will do anything for me, but I doubt when he will quit smoking. It shouldn't be like one day I will die and he will remember me asking him to quit smoking :)
The one and one man who taught me the definition of love, who is the best of everything, will keep on remaining as perfect as always. I may look like a cry baby to you now, but you will understand, one day, it was just not me crying, but my love for you. My frustrations which turned into tears, only for you. I love you, to the pluto and back.
Your's Sankari.
Our first car ;)
So, yeah, after a lot of conversations and commitments, here we are, with our new shining Grand i10 Asta. Everyone in our family was happy. My in-laws were so happy that they told me the time I entered this home was too good and all good things are happening. I am feeling too blessed that everyone is being too sweet to me. And out of everything, there is yet another person who treats me like I am his world. He always make sure to make me feel special. And he said I was like a turning point in his life and I am his lucky charm. I feel so loved and I can do anything and everything for this man.
3rd Month Anniversary
It's been 3 months since we got married. It was indeed an awesome day today. The day started bright and cheerful with me and him waking up early, snuggling and kissing. I bathed and got ready to office while he went to bath. We ate our breakfast together and started early to office. He was too sweet that he dropped me at office, bid me bye and he left to office from there. He reached early as well and he told everyone in his office that he dropped his wife to office and that he feels like a good family man. He talked with me with such an enthusiasm and that made me so happy. Throughout the day, I felt he was happy and that made me feel to good. I love him, I love him more when he is being this sweet. He called me in between his day, checked whether my leg is good ( PS: I hurt my knee when I was playing for the Women's VPL held at my office two days back :P ) and he was too lovely.
He talked and listened to all the stories I told to him on his way back home, ate his dinner with me and then we both kissed a lot and we had a good SESSION later in the night. It was such a lovely day and I love this sweet husband of mine. :D
He talked and listened to all the stories I told to him on his way back home, ate his dinner with me and then we both kissed a lot and we had a good SESSION later in the night. It was such a lovely day and I love this sweet husband of mine. :D
Flower Show at LalBagh
Happy Republic Day everyone.
My husband is the best. The BEST means, the BEST, the perfect one for me. He always makes sure that I feel all his love. Haha, my sweetheart really has a very sweet heart. something happened yesterday night, I suddenly started missing my parents. He sensed something is off, asked me what's wrong and cuddled me till he sensed I was feeling good. He sad he is there for me and I am his life, and that he couldn't stand to see tears in my eyes. He told me to tell him even the smallest of things troubling me and told me that he loves me sooo much that he would do anything to make me happy. But as a fun fact, I know all these things before itself and I love him more than anything in this world.
Okay now, for this republic day weekend, my uncle and aunt suggested we could visit the flower show at LalBagh, and there we went to spend the weekend evening. My uncles' friend came with his newly married son and DIL (Dinakar - Madhupriya) the next day. They are friends for more than 30 years now and it was like a small get-together party at our home.
My husband is the best. The BEST means, the BEST, the perfect one for me. He always makes sure that I feel all his love. Haha, my sweetheart really has a very sweet heart. something happened yesterday night, I suddenly started missing my parents. He sensed something is off, asked me what's wrong and cuddled me till he sensed I was feeling good. He sad he is there for me and I am his life, and that he couldn't stand to see tears in my eyes. He told me to tell him even the smallest of things troubling me and told me that he loves me sooo much that he would do anything to make me happy. But as a fun fact, I know all these things before itself and I love him more than anything in this world.
Okay now, for this republic day weekend, my uncle and aunt suggested we could visit the flower show at LalBagh, and there we went to spend the weekend evening. My uncles' friend came with his newly married son and DIL (Dinakar - Madhupriya) the next day. They are friends for more than 30 years now and it was like a small get-together party at our home.
Pongal 2019
Happy Pongal 2019.
We have ordered a new wardrobe for our room at Royal Oak. Pongal is on the way and here I am very happy to wish you all a very sweet and happy pongal. Pongal with my MIL and the very next week, on the day of Full moon, we lit my new lamps that I bought to my in-laws home. My friends gang (around 10 girls) came home just a week back and my MIL welcomed them with her cooking-skills. :) Later by the next week or so, we prepared Banana cake and it really came out good.
Movies with Him
- 7/13/18 - tamizhpadam 2
- 7/21/18 - mohini
- 7/22/18 - skyscraper
- 8/11/18 - Christopher robin
- 8/11/18 - a fantastic woman(Spanish)
- 8/12/18 - The meg
- Yamla Pagla Deewana
- 8/25/18 - Searching
- 9/8/18 - the nun
- 9/9/18 - Ranam (Malayalam)
- 9/23/18 - Ee maya peremito (Telugu)
- Paltan
- 10/5/18 - venom
- 10/19/18 - vada chennai
- 10/20/18 - sandakozhi2
- 10/27/18 - hunter killer
- 10/28/18 - halloween
- namaste england
- mission impossible: fallout
- 11/1/18 - tumbbad
- 11/9/18 - sarkar
- 11/10/18 - Billa pandi
- 12/3/18 - 2.0
- 12/28/18 - maari2
- 12/30/18 - kgf (Kannada)
- 1/6/18 - Aquaman
- 1/20/18 - Glass
- Avengers End Game
- John Wick 3
- Captain Marvel
- Alladin
- Shazam
- How to Train your Dragon 2
- Alita : Battle Angel
- Curse of the Weeping Woman
- Uri
- Batla House
- Once Upon a Time in Hollywood
- IT : Chapter 2
- Nerkonda Paarvai
- Pettai
- Visvasam
- Dev
- Fast and Furious 8
- Super Deluxe
- NGK
- Kaapaan
- Vigil
- Kaithi
- War
- Asuran
- Terminator : Dark Fate
- Joker
- Rambo : Last Blood
New Year 2019
Our first weekend at home. The beginning of 2019.
He wanted to take me all over the city, give me a tour and tell me how this massive city welcomes the new year. So on this new year eve, he took me to the cake exhibition at Ashok nagar first, purchased and ate some snack at the exhibition stalls and went into the great MG Road where people were crowded. We couldn't even walk in these areas so we just drove around the road in circles and took a long route back home. It was about midnight when we were reaching Indiranagar. He suggested we could grab some fries and burgers for late-night dinner. So we took this defence colony church road, where he showed me the roads beautifully decorated. I was so surprised and we took a lot of pictures in awe. Later when we took burgers from Domino's and reached home, it was correctly 12.00 AM and there were fireworks all over the sky. We stood in our terrace, kissed each other passionately and marveled on the fireworks and new year wishes shouting from somewhere. By the time we unwrapped our burgers, it was cold and he got pissed :D We saw some random movie for sometime and slept for the night, wishing everything to happen good throughout the year.
He wanted to take me all over the city, give me a tour and tell me how this massive city welcomes the new year. So on this new year eve, he took me to the cake exhibition at Ashok nagar first, purchased and ate some snack at the exhibition stalls and went into the great MG Road where people were crowded. We couldn't even walk in these areas so we just drove around the road in circles and took a long route back home. It was about midnight when we were reaching Indiranagar. He suggested we could grab some fries and burgers for late-night dinner. So we took this defence colony church road, where he showed me the roads beautifully decorated. I was so surprised and we took a lot of pictures in awe. Later when we took burgers from Domino's and reached home, it was correctly 12.00 AM and there were fireworks all over the sky. We stood in our terrace, kissed each other passionately and marveled on the fireworks and new year wishes shouting from somewhere. By the time we unwrapped our burgers, it was cold and he got pissed :D We saw some random movie for sometime and slept for the night, wishing everything to happen good throughout the year.
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