You have got to achieve something in your life. You have been blessed with this beautiful life and here you are, simply acting like a normal human being, doing regular stuff. I hate being like this. When you die, which is gonna happen one day for sure, your name should still live in this world. You have to face death with a smile welcoming it, feeling proud of yourself that you have done something remarkable and that satisfies you. That should be the meaning of everyone's life. And yet, here I stand, doing nothing. Yes, NOTHING! 

I am not a greedy person though. But still whatever I do, my career everything that doesn't give a meaning for my life. I want to create history. I want my parents and my family to be proud of me. I should make myself proud and happy. But today's scenario makes me think that I am nothing but an useless shit. I am not degrading or losing confidence. I know that my biggest plus is my charm and the hell lot of confidence I have.

I do become successful one day. I have survived till now. But I want some miracle to happen in my life. I want a life such that it always intersts me and I have to think of making it thrill and get the fruit out of it. I want something different from the normal lifestyle. And I should be happy to be given a chance of living in this world other than thinking of it as a curse. 

Haha, wondering whether I am greedy or not?😂 Who cares? I always believe in God and let the Almighty lead my way. 

Hoping for the best to happen and let my life turns interesting from now on.

Meghna.