Video - 2 months with him

I have applied Resignation - Finally :)

Haha., Greetings Friends!!


I know it is not something to celebrate with. But for the last few days, I am quite happiee. Yes, I have applied my resignation and will be back again to Bangalore in very few days.

Ofcourse, I felt the place was not suitable for me here as I felt too alone with no one to care and guide me properly. Yeah, Vinod anna and Mani ji was there to encourage and motivate me but still, when you feel the aura of someone keeping on hating you without reasons, it doesn't set well with me. I don't belong to a place where I am not needed. This team was like that :) Lol, no offense anyone. Just my lifestyle was not getting adopted to this team culture. My mistake. :) I wanted to change everyone's view about me, I wanted to tell them I am capable enough. But when everyone wanted me to get the hell out of here, when they thought to put me in People Enhance Program, I literally cried. Those days were hell. I wanted to change myself, change People's view on me. Now that everyone feels good about me, ( I hope so :P ) I want to leave this place asap. I need some space. I wanna live my life. All these days, I was working hard, not even spending enough time with friends and family, Why do I have to live like that anymore? To earn name from these people? No. I wanna fly. I wanna grab the rainbow. I have my own talents. I will rule a place where I am kept like a queen.

Sorry Mani Ji/Vino Bhaiyya.. If at all I have disappointed you guys at any cost, please do forgive me. I really respect you both to have been at my side when no one was there. Thank God for that!!

Finally my time has come. I will make sure to try my best to make this offer my turning point.

With Love,
Your Lovable Megh Forever :)

A trip to Pudhukottai

Finally went to a trip with my Colleagues. A trip that first covered Kudumiyanmalai, Brahadambal Temple with Sithanavaasal historical center followed. We had our lunch in a motel on our way back. It was a sunny day and climbing on the steps of Pudhukottai Fort was really tiresome. We got back way too early by 4.00 PM after making sure that we clicked a lot of photos :) 

My First Award in my carrer

  

Hello All,
          Sorry, been busy lately. My work kept me busy even during weekends. I have always thought of getting the hell out of here :D yeah, I was not compatible enough with anyone in my office. I was struggling a lot to keep up a friendly relation with everyone, hoping a day would come when I can prove myself. I am quite stubborn about the way I live. I wanted to prove that I can not only survive here, but come out with flying colors. yes, once that day comes, I will surely bid a nice goodbye to everyone and fly out to my palace :P

To my surprise, the project which I was working with Vinod Anna, my mentor gave me a new turning. He not only appreciated and encouraged me, but also nominated me for an award. This is my first award which is gonna change the opinions others have on me. And to the advantage of it, after receiving this silver award, the very next week, I also got many appreciations from Smart tag Team, The other project I am working in. I was completely happy.

Before my first year working anniversary, I feel myself encouraged and my confidence level which was hidden somewhere deep is peeping out again.. hahaha... I am overwhelmed my the recent happenings.. Thanks for everything, Be with me alwayz :)

Happiee forever,
Meghna.

Mannu's Bday 2017 video

You have got to achieve something in your life. You have been blessed with this beautiful life and here you are, simply acting like a normal human being, doing regular stuff. I hate being like this. When you die, which is gonna happen one day for sure, your name should still live in this world. You have to face death with a smile welcoming it, feeling proud of yourself that you have done something remarkable and that satisfies you. That should be the meaning of everyone's life. And yet, here I stand, doing nothing. Yes, NOTHING! 

I am not a greedy person though. But still whatever I do, my career everything that doesn't give a meaning for my life. I want to create history. I want my parents and my family to be proud of me. I should make myself proud and happy. But today's scenario makes me think that I am nothing but an useless shit. I am not degrading or losing confidence. I know that my biggest plus is my charm and the hell lot of confidence I have.

I do become successful one day. I have survived till now. But I want some miracle to happen in my life. I want a life such that it always intersts me and I have to think of making it thrill and get the fruit out of it. I want something different from the normal lifestyle. And I should be happy to be given a chance of living in this world other than thinking of it as a curse. 

Haha, wondering whether I am greedy or not?😂 Who cares? I always believe in God and let the Almighty lead my way. 

Hoping for the best to happen and let my life turns interesting from now on.

Meghna.

"Hey Janani, what are you thinking of yourselves?"

When someone asks this question, I remember things what all I have been heard of me since my childhood days. Back then when I were a baby, I was chubby enough. People used to come and pinch my pink cheeks and I alwayz feel glad to be carried by people who stretches their hand for me. They find me charming though :P

Later, when I was five, there came an angel into my life. My Mannu <3 I would do anything for her. The living princess at my side forever ;)

Then during the mid times, when I was about 8 to 10, there was always a clash between me and my cousin. I dint like that attitude of hers to always dominate and jealousy. She would do something to irritate me more often and then I started not to like her. Childhood fights, you know. :( Then as the time passed by, she changed and we both grew, came over the silly fights and into an understanding.

During my teens, everytime when I was being ignored or felt bad at times over people or situations, My Mannu would come there for me suppoting me.