Yesterday,I received a mail from HTS.Till that moment, trust me, my mind was fixed that I will be in Madurai. I used to worry that all my friends are leaving me while I am still here. I couldn't even get a chance to meet them. They are going. That's it. I could even remember chandra anna saying anna and his friends ( all are nearby in chennai) used to meet every weekends and they will have a small get to gether by which they feel they are never seperated. But this is not possible in my case. I will have my very own world with my few friends in Madurai. I couldn't even imagine all other friends leaving me. I thought one day they will even forget me. I am bound up in Madurai. My hometown. not to be blamed. Anyhow, my friends were the huge part in my own little world and now my world is being vacated. My people are going. I am struggling to be strong enough. I am making myself to show the outside world that I am strong and brave to handle situations. Ofcourse, I am. I am good at presenting myself. But now, I received this mail yesterday asking me to make accommodations in Bangalore.
you know what, when Yogesh saw my mail and told me my worklocation was Bangalore, I didn't believe him. I thought he was kidding and shocked to see the mail being true.I thought even my hometown is abandoning me. No other options. Meghna have to make a new world leaving her colorful little world back. Then I realized Sushmitha will be with me. I shall make company with her and make myself feel comfortable there. Everyone started to ask and console me saying not to worry. Is my face that much readable? I guess so. Then, when I waas making my mind to adopt to Bangalore, there came a serious problem. Those 5 girls who are also asked to join in Bangalore were keeping on nagging me about my plans. How can I make them understand that I am not yet decided and there were lot to worry.
My story crossed my mind suddenly. In my story, the same situations happen, remember? My heroine has to go to Bangalore and she will be staying with her new friend, Nisha. I was comparing my situation with her and felt happy. I was finally okay with going to Bangalore. In fact, I am more than okay, I am completely excited about working in Bangalore. My friends startes teasing me like,
"If you started working in Bangalore, you will never leave that place even after your intern gets completed" says Priya. "You are now a Bangalore girl", says Rakesh. "Don't get changed after going to Bangalore" says Yogesh. "Have fun at Bangalore,my friend is also there" says chandra anna.
Now, some relatives are saying that you have to work hard there and come back soon to Madurai. You are so in a pitiful state. They are making me feel confused. Now, I don't know what to choose. I am comfortable with both the places though my family are thinking of me in Madurai and my friends are saying me to go with Bangalore. I am really confused. My God is always with me and he too will be glad if I move to Bangalore. I think that's what he thinks is the best for me and that is why he has opted a place for me in Bangalore.
Whatever the Almighty thinks of giving me, I will accept that offer wholeheartedly. Nothing more to get confused. I am Okay. He will always be with me and guide me towards the right path. I truly believe in him. You are the one to take decisions right now, Take it for me! Bless with me colors. :D
you know what, when Yogesh saw my mail and told me my worklocation was Bangalore, I didn't believe him. I thought he was kidding and shocked to see the mail being true.I thought even my hometown is abandoning me. No other options. Meghna have to make a new world leaving her colorful little world back. Then I realized Sushmitha will be with me. I shall make company with her and make myself feel comfortable there. Everyone started to ask and console me saying not to worry. Is my face that much readable? I guess so. Then, when I waas making my mind to adopt to Bangalore, there came a serious problem. Those 5 girls who are also asked to join in Bangalore were keeping on nagging me about my plans. How can I make them understand that I am not yet decided and there were lot to worry.
My story crossed my mind suddenly. In my story, the same situations happen, remember? My heroine has to go to Bangalore and she will be staying with her new friend, Nisha. I was comparing my situation with her and felt happy. I was finally okay with going to Bangalore. In fact, I am more than okay, I am completely excited about working in Bangalore. My friends startes teasing me like,
"If you started working in Bangalore, you will never leave that place even after your intern gets completed" says Priya. "You are now a Bangalore girl", says Rakesh. "Don't get changed after going to Bangalore" says Yogesh. "Have fun at Bangalore,my friend is also there" says chandra anna.
Now, some relatives are saying that you have to work hard there and come back soon to Madurai. You are so in a pitiful state. They are making me feel confused. Now, I don't know what to choose. I am comfortable with both the places though my family are thinking of me in Madurai and my friends are saying me to go with Bangalore. I am really confused. My God is always with me and he too will be glad if I move to Bangalore. I think that's what he thinks is the best for me and that is why he has opted a place for me in Bangalore.
Whatever the Almighty thinks of giving me, I will accept that offer wholeheartedly. Nothing more to get confused. I am Okay. He will always be with me and guide me towards the right path. I truly believe in him. You are the one to take decisions right now, Take it for me! Bless with me colors. :D
Meghna.
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